I think I probably look too hard for the right guy. | eapanviolinist's Blog

I'm at a school where people sometimes couple up because there is nothing better to do.  It's a music school.  You:

Eat

Sleep

Practice

(Hook up)

When everybody is hooking up and getting into relationships, not only does it make me feel terrible and alone, but it limits the number of good (straight) guys out there.  The guys I've been interested in here have either been:

Not Interested-Just completely not interested in the slightest.  One even wasn't interested because I'm not Catholic.

Interested In Someone Else And Will Therefore Never Be Interested In Me

Taken

Most Likely Gay

I'm not all horny or anything to have a boyfriend, but I'm getting really impatient.  Everybody tells me about their hook ups and I'm insanely jealous.  I was supposed to watch a movie with a guy I've been really talking to for about a week now tonight or tomorrow night.  He never responded and instead decided to watch all the Star Wars movies with some other girl...who has a boyfriend.  Nothing makes sense anymore.  I will forever be a spinster.